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I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
Assalamualaikum semua!
Selamat berpuasa dan beramal ibadat di bulan yang mulia ini.
Dah nak masuk 2 minggu dah kita berpuasa...cepat betul masa berlalu.
Entri kali ni aku nak meluahkan perasaan aku yang bercampur aduk antara gembira,sedih,takut!
AKU GEMBIRA SEBAB:
1.Sekarang ni bulan puasa,hati pon tenang sikit
2.Semua quota aku kat Surgery dah habis!haha
3.Lagi 3 bulan nak balik Malaysia
FOR GOOD!
Akhirnya tahun depan dapat beraya kat rumah!haha
4.Bulan 3 nanti nak dapat
anak buah baru!yeyyyy!!!!akhirnya dapat sambut anak buah kat hospital..impian aku dari kecik nak teman mak aku kalau nak dapat adik baru tapi tak kesampaian sebab waktu adik2 aku lahir aku tak cukup umur!haha...Sekarang boleh teman kakak!Tapi kalau masa tu aku dah kerja...emmmmm kelaut la impian aku tuh!
5.
Tohoshinki nak keluarkan album baru bulan 9 ni!!!hahahahahhaaha...EXCITED!
AKU SEDIH SEBAB:
1.Walaupun sepatutnya aku gembira sebab dah nak balik ke Malaysia selama-lamanya tapi sedih tu tetap ada.Nanti balik aku terpaksa menempuh fasa hidup yang baru iaitu alam pekerjaan.Rasa macam syg pulak nak tinggalkan college life walaupun kat sini college life rasa cam sekolah rendah jer...huhu.
2.Rasa sayang nak berpisah dengan kawan-kawan local kat sini especially Nishna!Budak cute yang sangat baik hati!!!!!Ayat nishna baru-baru ni mmg membuatkan aku terharu.
Aku ngadu kat dia masa kat kolej
me: 'Nishna,it's so heavy to bring laptop everyday but sir always postponed our seminar presentation...haih!'
nishna:'It's ok..just use my laptop if u don't mind,no need to bring yours tomorrow'. me:'terharu!!!!!'huhu
MY BATCHMATES
3.Rasa rindu nak
berjauhan dengan kawan-kawan yang bersama-sama berjuang kat sini selama 5 tahun!!!
Pahit manis kat sini semua kitorg tempuh sama-sama.Tertonggeng terbalik sama-sama masa exam finals!huhu...kenangan~~
Dah lima tahun duduk di bawah satu bangunan..sampaikan bunyi tapak kaki pon dah boleh kenal siapa!huhu.
Dah tahu baik buruk masing-masing...(biasala kan semua org ada pro n contranya)hehe tapi sebab dah lama berkawan dan tinggal sama2 rasa macam setiap baik dan buruk masing-masing ade 'charm' nye!..Kalau terasa hati pon kejap jer...buat2 mengajuk!hahahaha~aku harap semua orang pon jgn simpan dalam hati yek!=D
4.Nanti bila dah kat malaysia mesti aku rindu nak makan
Grill Chicken kat barbequeen,Hydrabadi chicken kat Rasikas,Butter Chicken Masala,Tandoori Roti dan yg paling besh air teh dan coffee susu yang sedap!Guna susu freshhhhhh~~~~
CILOK GAMBAR DARI INTAN
5.Walaupun aku tak nak akui..tapi for sure aku akan rindu bumi Salem ni!!!!terlalu banyak kenangan kat sini...aku mengharungi alam remaja kat Salem ok!ahhaha..tapi alhamdulillah...tempat ni agak conservative so kitorg takde lah terpengaruh dengan budaya-budaya tak sihat...ALHAMDULILLAH...kebaikan yg kebanyakan orang tak nampak!
Masa mula-mula datang sini,aku tengok sekeliling dan berfikir
'ini ke tempat yang aku kena tinggal untuk lima tahun,boleh ke aku bertahan??!',rasa sedih waktu tu sebab dulu Salem bukan macam sekarang,dah ada highway,semua jalan dah bertar,lalang-lalang tepi jalan pon dah kurang,dah ada restoran best2!
Tapi alhamdulillah...dah almost 5 years dan sekarang aku boleh jawap soalan aku utk diri aku sendiri tu...
'BOLEH!!!!'
AKU TAKUT SEBAB:
1.Takut untuk mula berkerja di Malaysia nanti!!!Macam mana nanti nak adapt dengan suasana kat Malaysia.Macam mana kalau kat hospital nanti ada
diskriminasi antara doktor-doktor lepasan india dan negara2 lain.
2.Macam mana kalau aku tak mampu mencapai dan menggapai apa yang orang lain
harapkan dari aku!
3.Macam mana kalau aku dapat
posting kawasan pedalaman sorang-sorang...waaaaa~~
4.Bila dah bekerja nanti dah tak ada masa untuk hangout dengan kawan-kawan.Social life dah kurang...balik kerja dah penat....tido!So,hubungan dengan kawan-kawan pon akan renggang dan nanti bila jumpa balik after 2-3 tahun...
AWKWARD!huhu....
5.Lastly...pressure bila orang-orang tanya
"BILA NAK KAHWIN"..hahahahha...
akhir kata...
Lirik dari lagu Graduation- Vitamin C...
To all my Lovely friends!
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever
So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
~DAaaaaaa~